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10 Oct 09
Exceptional.
It was like pathetic but it was the best time we had..
It was like pathetic but it was the best time we had..
I just love you, no fucking reason why.
29 Sep 09
Time flies.....
ILU...
Reading through the previous post in my blog, i see and saw the changes in my life.
I treasure now.... =)
I treasure now.... =)
ILU...
23 Sep 09
Many things, lil time.
Everything have to be settled before December, every single thing that i wished for was actually so hard for me to reach.
Everything like you'd usually see on Tv show, in fairytales, along the river side, near the beach, in the wonderful church or a luxury hotel was actually not as easy as they looked like.
In need of whole large sum of cash, energy and determination to do so.
How do i make things better?
I feel so guilty watching him like this. He's stressed, he's losing grip, he's gonna explode any moment! Yet he's still holding on and find every possible ways.
While me this fucking useless piece of shit whom always only knows how to complain, demand and waste all the time fucking myself just did nothing.
I wondered why do i even have a brain in me?! And why is it unable to function.
I swear i tried to do something but as usual everything failed without fail.
I don't want to give him this kinda life, i don't want him to suffer with me.
He has been a good boy, a great boyfriend and i'm sure he'll make a wonderful husband.
It's all my fault.
26 Aug 09
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah I'm on to a winner
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear
Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packed in plastic
And that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And its not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah we're on to a winner
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
'Cuz I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear
Now, that's why i love this song! It has cool lyrics. =D
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah I'm on to a winner
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear
Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packed in plastic
And that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And its not my fault it's how I'm programmed to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah we're on to a winner
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
'Cuz I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
And when do you think it will all become clear?
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the Fear
Now, that's why i love this song! It has cool lyrics. =D
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