On this night i was just bored and needed someone to chill out with.
I saw you online, we chatted, met up, caught a movie, & something happened.
You look typical, just like the others.
Thought you got what you wanted & you'll leave soon.
But i was wrong.
I called, we met up again.
You were so nice, so gentle but i was still afraid. I dare not be too close with you.
I don't know what was i afraid of, then i realize i was actually afraid of falling for you.
I held back, i was unsure but i was curious.
Someday, i finally asked and you said " YES i do, but i don't think it's time yet. "
I was so happy to hear your answer, i know i stand a chance now.
You let nature take it's course, & i was praying so hard.
I wanted you, wanted you to be here, wanted you to be mine, wanted you to be the only one.
Thou i was once told, " girls should not go for boys, they'll take you for granted because they know you love em more."
I do believe in that phrase, but i had no choice.
I know i really need to do something before it becomes too late for me to even tell you i love you.
I never wanna regret this.
Everything goes smoothly, i was very happy.
Very happy to be with you, very happy to have you.
Very slowly i get to know more about you, i get to see you show your emotions.
I try to understand you, i try to follow your foot steps.
As i learn more about you, i know my choice was wise.
You're so different from the others, so special.
I felt so safe with you, so loved, so appreciated, and never there was a guy treated me like the way you do.
I'm in love for a month now, & i'm still loving.....
I know i will treasure you. I love you.
Sincerely yours....
