The tears won't stop flowing, unless.........
All could say is just SORRY, sorry & sorry...
I didn't mean it, i didn't mean to piss you off.
I wasn't doing it right, i wasn't saying the right things i know it all.
I know you needed me, but i just don't know how to get to you. Afraid i might be irritating.
I thought too much, too much about how you might think about me.
Trying too hard to be the best for you, till i don't even feel myself.
I forgot how i used to be myself, when we can chat freely.
I appreciates a lot, at times i mind and got jealous a lot.
But i'm just too quiet, too quiet for anyone in this world to even read me.
In fact i really do CARE a lot, i'm worried & i'm sad when you're pissed.
I just don't know how to react to it, i don't know what to do when you're pissed.
I'm too afraid that i might make things worst.
I did NOT take you for granted, i did not! And i was not lying when i said I LOVE YOU.
Nothing of it was fake, not even a single word.
I just need to know how? How to show it correctly...
